My life = Your life.

Thinking so much about what a ministry and what it is formed and how it is, I could draw some conclusions. I'm part of one. I believe God gave me some gifts and I have to learn to use them.

I not only want to have a microphone in my hand and a guitar, and think that God only listens to me when it comes out loud. I don't want people around me that don't think I'm special or not tell me this, and that after a reprimand aren't able to hug me and say : "God is the best for your life, and He wants you to WORSHIP him and I want you to understand that... I'm here always bc God is the first in our lifes." I don't want to sing or play just bc it may bring me FAME.

I believe that both makes you sing for a crowd or go help child in the street, this two things are for God's work. I think that being happy to do it for the Lord and walk in Your house to worship Him with all my heart, is one of the most beautiful things there. I don't want a not union of my brothers. I don't want to just "work in hard mode". I want to live for God. I want to work for God. I want Him to know that nobody will take His throne within my heart.

I want someone who is ahead but knowing how to do it... to teach, to learn together. I don't want easyless, not. I want to be part of God's people in the best possible way... and I believe for that. I don't have to live the dream of another person, but God's dream for my life. And I want to leave He just say me this. I don't want to be known or successful only bc of music. I want to play and sing to people who need Christ and not my music... Some people are not teaching me this. Just teaching me that we have to work hard bc God want this, in music. And pray? "Don't have time now... ", teaching Word? "You need to find for yourself... bc I lived all of it, I know all the things that you THINK you know now."

I seek to know God first of all, and if this is on top of an altar or not, is He alone who knows. I dont want to give up my life bc there rather a misunderstanding of the text if that's what people think...

What interestes me is that Christ comes into their lives and mine. I want to be happy living for Christ, together with my brothers, and go through all I have to go through bc I know God is with me. Why do I have to suffer just for ONLY have fame and be know?

He alone knows my way. God is not a God of confusion...

And Lord, I know that I'm at your disposal wherever I go... is here, in Africa, at the altar, in Russia, in the slum, where the Lord wants me to go...

I want to but I must decrease and the Lord will grow on me. And when I go to sing for You, I want it only for You and not to people, bc according to His word, "technical" too much, hindrance. Do everything with love, as the Lord writed us. Be strong. Follow in peace with everyone. Rebuke our brothers with meekness. Be patiente and learn more from His word. EVANGELISM. Tell the world that "I died for them", tell the world that I'm alive again". If you go out into the world sometime, MAKE A DIFFERENCE AND SHOW for those who still don't know God

Live for GOD, only for HIM!

Follow your call and live the God's word.

Blessed are the peacemakers, for they will be called sons of God. - Matt 5:9

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xoxo (:

Just for You.

And I was thinking hard about our lives and the decisions that we make. The only conclusion that I can draw from this is that God is in control ALWAYS.

And only He alone is my living God and who is on the throne of my heart is Jesus. Nothing and no one else.

The world often tries to beat us up, many say that we are nothing or are people merely deluded, no life, we must renounce all bc they long for something more.

But, you know what, God is unique and I would only do this if He asked me.

God gave us things to do, works to meet people and to evangelize. All get out of it, the Bible, is not from God, for example, pride, rudeness, scandal, jealousy and obsession for material things.

Where is the prayer, my dear brother? And the kindness? And meekness? Peace?

Today, real brothers have to live together and learn, not only teach. It's impossible for one person only have the gift of command and teach... nobody's perfect.

Some kings ate grass bc of pride. But what can we do, isn't?

I pray that God use me anywhere. I'm Your ministry alive inside me.

And, it's funny what just arrived in my email box now:

"Blessed are they that cry, for they shall be comforted." Matthew 5:4

We're happy bc the consolation comes from the Lord! Blessed bc we're comforted by Him!

The console will come! (Ps. 30:5)

Hello reality

I really need share somethings.

Today we had a meeting with the leadership of my church and it was really impressive. I know we're in a time of politics, but I was not very conscious about what it would be.

The fact is, there are so many things happening around us, really so many things and we often could not see for lack of time, both of which we are concerned only with our lives.

The world is going from bad to worse and it was written that would happen.

God help us solve this.

"You are the light of the world..." (Matthew 5:14)

And I want to be Your hands and Your feet on this earth Lord.

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Well...

First thing?

I love Christ more than anything.

I love my family, I love talk with the people and help, I love my church, I love music and I really love someones.

Now, imagine combining all that. Sometimes it get works and I get confused too. In the course of time, I believe that I knew how deal witch these things. Also because I had to adjust the God's plans for me. I wanted this and today I don't know how to live without it.

Many things have seemed to have much importance, since I had my 14 years and thought I knew almost everything about living in this world. I was, of course, completely wrong.

I believe that so much things has changed in these years.

My plans have changed, my ideas have changed, my friends have changed and my heart too. Many people helped me in the beginning, a few years ago when I chose to do the biggest and best decision of my life: accepting Christ as my Savior and to understand the complexities that it means. I had to change many things to live this and I keep changing it until today.

My dreams?

They have also changed. When I was little I just thought of dream. When I grew a little more I began to worry about my dreams and what options I had. A little later, I had to choose between these options. I believe I tried everything: college, friends, profession, family. But, most amazing of all is that I never thought and never felt it all was enough.

Whenever something was missing.

I had the best friends ever, the best situations and... I had a God. I always had a God. But I never knew and never imagined the magnitude that it could have. My family taught me principles on respect for God and love my neighboor... but, why? Really why?

I had several meetings to decide and learn the truth.

I prayed, my first pray, that I could remember, it was in 1996, when I had only six years old. In this pray, I begging to ask that , if there was a God who cared about me, that He might tell me.

In 1996, I had only six years old and since then I needed someone who cared. But I always had all the careless the that a child should have.

I've always been very happy with my family, but care and feelings are different. Different loves, that I could ever experience. I believe that since that day I knew there was something. Upstairs.

I had the same experience with 12 years. And I forgot it. Then after, i had the same with 14. I also forgot it too. At 17, in a different way, but I had this too. And with 19. That, I never forgot.

With my knees on the floor, and with an open Bible, I really ask to God to help me and asked Christ to really take care of what I was, or better, I would be.

And He listened. And He accepted.

This changes everything. My life is just not mine anymore, but His that really cares about me. I was too scared to say, than to think or make attitudes to... but the Word of God says: "When they arrest you, not to woeey about what to say or how to say it. At that time you will be given what to say, for it will not be you speaking, but the Spirit of your Father speaking through you." Matt 10: 19-20

And I believed among other things. I just know that God is able to do so much more. What God calls and gives you, things irrevocable. We don't need that people worry about us all the time.

God does this.

I remember when God told us that: "even though your mother and father forsake you... I will not leave you!"

I learn to not give up about my dreams. I put them in my back because I knew God would help me. All liability or any kind of shortage, can only be cured by the love of Christ. And knowing this, I might know that I was born because I was part of God's plan. I was holding one of His hands.

And today, He has given me gifts... Ministry, friends, family, siblings and people who love me and who help me when I fall. Those who walk together, side by side with me. I don't know how thankful and not know if I could, but I can live my life for the One who died for me. Jesus.

42:5

easily.

Sometimes things are too clear and we still find ourselves surpriseds with them. Amid such confusion there is always a right way to go.

Recently, new feeling are even new.

The only thing that's not new is the extreme concern with people and what they might feel. I must be honest with myself in relation to this, and continue following what God has prepared for me.

God always answers us when we asked.

I managed to organize a few sentences and picked out the shirt of the ministry, just to know, Marked By Fire.

Got a song of Stellar Kart, which says: "If my God is with me, whom then shall I fear?"

It's good to remember that changes happen all the time. And for those who have had so afraid to walk forward, why not now?

1 Corinthians 13

4Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it's not proud.

5It's not rude, it's not self- seeking, it's not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrong.

⁶Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.

7It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

⁸Love never fails.

It is true. I think i have all answers in the God's word. I wanna show this to the people who don't know or don't believe in this. Some people have the perfect heart to worship, but just don't know the way or how to do this. I wanna be the person who will be the hands and feet of God on the earth.

xxx

Just thank You!

And you know, thinking about everything that I have experienced and witnessed, I have seen all that God has done for me. He has always been wonderful for me bc He tells me Your plans, or even just show me the way...

I wouldn't know which is the right way to thank God for the people He has placed in my life, nor the ministry He has delivered me and not the opportunities to fulfill the wishes of my heart...

I know that "the great things will come" and I believe it with all my heart and I'm so happy for this! (:

xxx